B E L I E V E . A G A I N . <3

The girl

Susanna. 20. Brissie. Australia.
Student.
Loves Internet, TV Shows, Music,
Games, Chatting.
Values life, love, dreams.
Fan of Delta Goodrem, Digimon.
Songs. Be Strong. Wings.
Thankful for. Miracles. Destiny.

ITS THE SMALL THINGS

........................ that means a lot.

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NEVER FADES AWAY

I hear your voice so loud and clear
Each time I hear the wind blow
I can still feel you by my side
Even when you're far away
When you're feeling all alone
A million miles away from home
When there's no one there who understands you
I do

Close your eyes and I'll be with you
Every day you know I'll miss you
Our love's like a song, it never fades away
So even when I can't be near you
Somehow I can always hear you
Love is like a song, it never fades away
Just never fades away

Sometimes the different paths we choose
They make us go the wrong way
They always lead me back to you
And you know it won't be long
'Cos I'm right there where you are
Even though it may seem far
When there's no one there who understands you
I do

Through the distance and the sacrifice
Love never dies
And it goes on and on and on
I know your hear me

I believe the impossible is possible to overcome

possessionless

11th November, 2007

“i don’t crave what I have not, don’t need more than I have got,
just me that i am proud of. ” - Possessionless

It’s been quite some time since I really wrote about thoughts that’s been in my mind. I have really loved having the time to think. I’ve been thinking about things. Lots of things lately. Especially about life. I can say this with certainty, that I have found who I really want to be in this life. That is, possessionless. This song really expresses how I feel. I want to live to love. That’s it. Just like this line. “To look into the mirror though i’m not perfect. It’s still a work in progress, hasn’t finished yet. I just feel so happy right now, having been given a chance to give a type of love that I haven’t given in the past. I live for the moment. I don’t want to take one second for granted. I truly believe life should be valued.I think more than anything, as what twinsis said when we talked, to be freely running in a green pasture with the wild horses, having the wind in our hair, running in the sunshine, being free, being with the people we love, just simply laughing and smiling. This is my dream. To play hide and seek with ones I love the most, to lie on the grass and have no troubles or problems. To live to feel alive. I know, that it doesn’t matter what happens, it is a goal I am reaching for. One that I will work towards. I don’t care how long it takes, or what I have to get through to get there, this is my dream. I visualise it every day. I find the hope that exists because I feel love, and I know this is the one thing that powers me. I feel so alive right now. Something inside me was woken, one person in this life has helped me get this far. I know where I belong. I know my dreams. I will never give up on them!

It’s the Simple Things…

2nd September, 2007

This is something I wrote quite some time ago back in 2005, with some edits.

We all need to make mistakes. That’s how we learn to live. The more we make mistakes, the closer we are to discovering who we are, and where we fit in this world. Understanding is the key to having the most positive relationship with anyone. When we start to accept and love, we truly are living our lives.

I believe it’s extremely important that people do not judge or ignore someone that have different looks, voices, dreams, values, beliefs or gifts. Nobody should treat someone differently, no matter who they are. Everybody needs love. Everybody deserves it.

People of all differences should be equals. It’s not someone’s fault if they are missing an arm, or if they have cancer. Some people are born with misfortune and it’s not their choice to be born that way. If they had a choice, they would change what they have wrong with them. But things just happen and nobody can control what the future holds for each one of us. I wouldn’t want to be the same as everybody else, who turns away in pity or disgust when they find what is wrong..

Put yourself in other people’s shoes, how would you feel if you believed in what’s right, but everybody just looks down on you, and turns away and looks at you with pity in their eyes so that you have to feel ashamed that you are who you are. You ask yourself, why am I not normal? No one should be looked down for who they are.

Sometimes, we can ask the question, what is normal? Someone who has the best career at the age of 21? Someone who has the perfect teeth and face? Someone who has the right clothes? Someone who’s smart? Or are we just made to think that’s normal or the ideal person to be. You are perfect to the person who loves you and will not turn their back on you and always accept you for the person you are. Everybody is perfect in their own ways. It’s just up to us to discover it, and have the courage to continue on when people look down on you.

How can a person grow and reach their potential, if the rest of the world think they are not considered as ‘normal’? Is it fair? I don’t believe so. If we all are given a chance in life, we should be given an equal chance to become our greatest person.

We all want to love and to be loved. It is unfair to judge a person, and for people who have had a hard time and came around, you have to admire them, because they have suffered so much more than any of us. It just shows how strong and determined their spirit is.

Born to Live

12th July, 2007

When happiness means sharing so much in common, so much to say, so much to laugh about, and so much discovered, that’s when I truly understand the meaning of life. I don’t know where to begin! Even though the words to say just how I am feeling is limited, but to laugh about the simple, yet fun things, to imagine, to dream and the ability to express myself without hesitation or fear is a type of freedom and liberation that I would want to hold on to for the rest of my life.

Even though time is limited, the world of discovery can never be that way. The bouncing, timeless minutes has always kept me in a ray of light no matter where I go. The lessons I’ve learnt are countless. An hour can be lifechanging. One choice can change the fate of your life, and that choice can help create many more choices along the way, leading to a future that’s destined to come.

How much laughing is the limit? How much love and appreciation is too much? There is no limit. There shouldn’t be. We should all be able to live and love each day like there is no tomorrow. Live without regrets or fear. The inspiration to take that extra step in every aspect of life can be given in such a unique way.

Do the bad experiences help us to appreciate the good? I believe so. It helps us realise what could have been, and realise that we are truly lucky to have the goodness in our lives. I don’t want to waste a minute in hate, but spend each living memory surrounded by love. I have learned so much in the past few weeks, that even I find it hard to believe. So many things I have understood now and never before, and yet, I know that there will be so much more I will learn. I love understanding emotions, to think about one’s destiny, and to have the same adventures in my dreams every single night.

I truly know how it feels to laugh too much, to feel so tired after but left with such a great feeling you just want to do it again. To find so much to smile and giggle about. It’s like, suddenly I’ve been given a torch that shines on everything and allows me to see the ‘joy’ in what I used to didn’t, and this time it’s shown so clearly. I really thank my angels everday for this gift. For showing me what a wonderful world it is. There is not one day I don’t wake up with appreciation.

Thank you for the gift to hear one’s voice as an echo of a beautiful song. To share memories of good and bad times, the chance to laugh and cry, to help and listen. I cannot be more grateful to be given the chance to live, to wake up each morning feeling alive.